That was a really weird night.
I got offline at around 3am and tried to go to sleep, but I couldn’t. My eyes were closed, but my eyes were still moving around, almost as much as my thoughts. It wasn’t anything in particular, just the future, how to make money, studying harder, things like that. What annoyed me the most was reminding myself to breathe. I would just forget sometimes and I’d be like “Oh that’s right, in and out, you dumbass.” This went on until just half an hour ago. I hated it. I had to witness every passing hour, minute, second, wide awake and I just felt tormented. Hopefully tonight will be better.
